Feelings


Do reckon,
I have a heart too.
Believe it or not,
This heart is fragile too,
It bawls when it's strings are pulled
It thuds when you come in like hurricane and leave with same swiftness,
And yes,
It tries to stop, with every single good bye of yours.


You know,
I feel like I am the 'Parker' on your pen stand,
That you never lay your  hands on.
I feel like I am the song on your playlist,
That you skip every single time.
I feel like an empty paper,
Crushed and thrown into dustbin.

But, you know what?
I am not surprised,
I was prepared,
You  know, it happens all the time.

And the reason?
I am never at the 'curtain calls'
For, I am amidst the curtains and the pulleys.

Getting back,
I am always there,
Even if you do not care,
Do come back.

Comments

  1. UmarApril 21, 2016 at 10:02 PM

    Well, your words are magic!
    #LoveFromPakistan

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    1. Yugantar PaudelApril 23, 2016 at 8:15 AM

      Thanks! All thanks to support from readers! :D

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    2. UmarApril 24, 2016 at 7:21 AM

      Where can I contact you?

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    3. AnkitaApril 26, 2016 at 5:43 PM

      Don't you see his facebook badge below Umar? Go there boy.

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  2. UnknownApril 21, 2016 at 10:50 PM

    It's so good ! Your words makes the Feelings and the emotions it holds flow so smoothly ... Loved it 👌👌

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    1. Yugantar PaudelApril 23, 2016 at 8:16 AM

      I just write what I feel. It's just that sometimes, words support me :D Thanks Ayush! :D

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  3. PranavApril 21, 2016 at 10:55 PM

    "I feel like an empty paper,
    Crushed and thrown into dustbin."
    that touched my heart.

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    1. Yugantar PaudelApril 23, 2016 at 8:17 AM

      Glad it touched your heart. KIT for more Pranav! :D

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  4. UnknownApril 21, 2016 at 11:27 PM

    Lovely one ! Well written :)

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